I have come to realise that studying theatre may have been the crucial and most formative mistake I have done.

I am build of my failures.

In Slovakia, when you graduate high school, you get a photo in a really small kitschy booklet to give away to your friends and family. It's called "oznamko".

A friend whom I hurt very much wrote to mine "To the man who lost his way" I wish I would have the balls to tell him just how right he was about it.

This image from Terminator 2, when villain T-1000 played by Robert Patrick manifests himself in its liquid form is a perfect metaphor of my mental illness. I broke down into million pieces at some point in my life and only now the heat is so high, the parts liquify and come back together to form a new being.

I feel like i'm ready to perform again.