One of the things about addiciton is that you gain a certain pattern of behaviour- each one is different but one thing is for sure- it's always full of self-pity, self loathing and narccistic tendencies.

I reject a body & mind that's not curious or a body that does not thrive on work.

I reject a body & mind that's not aware of the love surrounding it.

I reject a body & mind that's a slave to its sickness.

Because a sickness must be cured

My body & mind is my sickness and so

I am reclaiming a curious body. A body that wants to explore places that never been visited, to feel feelings never before felt, smell a smell never before smelled , eat a food never before eaten.

I am reclaiming a body & mind that is thriving through work, I reclaim happiness from my work and I succumb to creativity, not the darkness.

I am reclaiming my self again.

For it is not enough to stop drinking or using,

it is not enough to carry and idea.

Execution is what matters.

Now let me do my 11k steps and let me finish the job.

xoxo